8.17.12; Fri. 9:45pm
I added this diary page to my blog so that I could have a place to put my raw feelings, to candidly say the things that aren’t captured by the pictures that portray pain, beauty, heartache, hope, hate…the entire spectrum that is having an eating disorder as a symptom of being bipolar, but there is a different issue that I want to talk about. My blog is suppose to be a safe haven, but I’m afraid to post what I think because I’m scared of being judged, scared of getting angry mail deeming me worthless because I’m—I’m something that just doesn’t fit properly. I know that I don’t fit.
